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 今度は彼から離れようと後退したところで、その足が空を掻いた。 ゴリゴリと今までで最もおぞましい音を響かせて、巨大な爪が抉り飛ばしたような傷が地下の床のほとんどを剥ぎ取っている。 その様を空中で確認し、さらに将来の目は接近してくる釧の姿も捉えた。 後ろに飛ばされ、壁に身体を打ちつけて凸凹になった床にうつ伏せで倒れるという3連打を食らうも傷一つつかなかった彼は、すぐさま立ち上がろうとしている。
 それをさせるわけにはいかない。 釧は自らが崩し走りにくい足場を駆けた。 だが、                     / あれからずっと、私達は一緒だった。 クシロは同じ中学に行けるようにしてくれた。 水族館につれていってくれた。 好意を抱いてくれていた。 ・・・なんて滑稽な話。
 人形のように魂のない私に、愛情なんてものがあるわけもなく、それが出来損ないの愛着だと気づくこともないままに、今になってそれを思い知っている。 まるで刷り込みのようだった。 歪な、関係だった。 孵ったばかりの雛が親を認識するのと同じで、そこに感情など関係なく、だから間違えた。 他人も無価値で自分も無価値。例え愛着心を得たところでそれは変わらずに、自らを想えないモノに他者を想えるわけもなく、クシロが私のため(・・・・)にここまでの行動を取ることなど思いもしなかった。
 あぁ、何で今まで気づかなかったんだろう。 殻を破った雛が最初に見るのは他人の顔で、自分の姿ではないなんて、そんな分かりきったことに。 自分の方が、先に死ぬと確信していた。 当然だ。どうせガタガタの身体だったし、いつ解剖(フィードバック)さてもおかしくはなかったんだから。 だからクシロが先にいなくなるなど考えもしなかったのに、今はそのことが頭から離れない。
 間に合わなかったら?クシロが死んでしまったら? 胸が痛いのがオーバーワークのせいなのかも分からない。 巡る想いが、溢れる想い出が止まらない。http://www.cartierbvlgarishop.biz
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